Prayer Single View

Dear Lord. Please help me and my family. You have put us here to serve at this duty station and yet I feel like I can’t do what you are calling me to do. I’m still struggling with the sadness of my past. The mistakes I have made. The people that have betrayed me and my family.  I still can not find this person that I keep having dreams about. Is it you that’s given me these dreams or is it the devil messing with my mind. It is always the same eyes, hair, features. Please please help me with what it is you are calling me to do. I feel such a pull to help people in need  and my husband gets very angry with me. Please help him with his alcohol addition and taking pills. He says words that hurt more than knives. He has no desire for me or to spend time with me. I pray please for us healing. I pray please for my children’s healing of anxiety. I pray for healing of this virus and for a more loving nation. Thank you Lord for all your blessings and love.