Prayer Single View

I can’t do this anymore. I’ve gone through 2 job changes with 2 major paycuts, & despite my efforts, I see no hope for getting my old salary back. I’ve prayed, begged, & pleaded. I’ve called prayer lines, asked for prayer on several ministry sites, I’ve posted here several times, asked my church’s prayer team to pray. Even my Bible study group leader believes it’s hopeless. A friend asked for prayer on my behalf, & the group leader joked, “you’ve been asking for prayer about a job a long time. Ha-ha.” My friends’ request for me wasn’t added to the prayer list. Everybody knows after 4 years my situation is hopeless. I’m 59 years old, getting higher pay is hopeless. Only God can fix it. One bill is going up by approx, $300, my mortgage & car payment are 3 weeks behind. I soon won’t have money to buy gas or groceries, & I have to commute. I can’t sell my house as it’s underwater & needs work. I have no hope. God appears to have abandoned me. Only way out of this storm is death. Thank you!