Dolores from US
August 19 at 8:07 am
Please pray I don’t lose my faith. God has taken away half of my salary i’ve built up since 2002. I’ve had to change jobs 2 times, both resulting in pay cuts. I have NO hope. I’m in my late 50’s with 62 months left on a mortgage I can barely afford to pay. My husband died 10 years ago. It seems to me God is punishing me. To me it looks like He cares nothing for me, except to hurt me. I am convinced of it after all i’ve been through. Logic, what little I have left, tells me God hates no one. Yet, in my tortured mind it seems like He refuses to help with just one thing - to get a job raising my salary so I can pay my bills on time & eventually pay them off. Action speaks louder than words. All I see is a giant NO coming from Him. I do NOT want to continue living like this. No one would!!! I am almost too tired & too weak to keep fighting this unwinnable battle. I am exhausted!! Thank you
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Tereza on August 19 at 9:13 amJohn 17:12 NIV While I was with them, I protected them and kept them safe by that name you gave me. None has been lost except the one doomed to destruction so that Scripture would be fulfilled. https://tbibl.es/2R2S
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Mags on August 19 at 8:35 amPlease hang in there. he is listening and watching.