Carma from the United States
April 25 at 9:59 am
We lost our 14 yr old daughter 3 weeks ago today from a complication to a bone marrow transplant. I am angry. I prayed always and believed God was faithful to His word. By His stripes she was healed, God wants her well, by trusting Him would bring health to her navel and marrow to her bones. As the days pass the holy spirit keeps reminding me God has not forsaken me and He is by my side. I believe Cady is in the room Jesus prepared for her and she is happy and healthy. I am asking for prayer for understanding and peace knowing she with the Lord. I need confirmation of direction on where to go. I can't stand coming home to an empty house. Do I leave my job and go stay with family? Do I stay here and work and pray I don't get depressed. I just need the Lord to give me purpose and direction to keep doing His will. I pray this in the name of Jesus. Amen
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Frances Staley on April 25 at 10:27 amCarma, So sorry for your loss. We have buried a son and daughter. One from accident and one from complications in hospital. It took me awhile to reconcile my faith and God's love. Do not be hard on yourself. Let Holy Spirit love on you. He is faithful to help you through these tough places. My suggestion is to not make any major changes in your life for at least six months. There will be moments but they will pass. Will be praying for you.