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I dont know where to start. prayers for donnie Hernandez. Diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer. My uncle David diagnosed with lung cancer. last year I lost my dad, my stepdaughter committed suicide, lost my ex sister in law, my grandma, my sonja mom died too. I am broken inside and often think of suicide. I dont want to feel like I do. My mom has lost so much weight and not in good health. My daughter hates me. I work approximately 100 hours a week. My husband has anklyosis spondylitis and is filing for disability so I support him and my 2 kids. I wonder just who am I? God bless.