Prayer Single View

I am a 68 yr old women a widow of a 30 yr abusive marriage. My husband would call me every dirty nane in the book and beat me. He would argue with me 366 days out of the year. My kid would argue with me to after there dad passed away never calked me dirty names. I put a stop to the arguments. My kid have abandon me because of that. I told them i loved them very much and I care if they can't acknowledge that it bust if they left me alone. They choose to stay away its been 4 for my son and my daughter 3. I live alone and I long to have a partner loving and care. I would take care of him with tender loving care. I care and wish my kids would acknowledge that i care. A pray for my children and a loving and caring man to be by my side. I know my lord love me unconditionally and I am not alone. He walks with me every step of my way. But I long to be loved on earth just once before my time come to be with my lord and savior.