Prayer Single View

Prayers to Be healed and made whole in my body, mind , soul emotions. I was raped when I was very young, and then sent to a different city to be raised . My Grandmother was my saving Grace, she took care of me, my Dad lived in the same house but he was very abusive at the time, our relationship is at least on speaking terms now and I am so Thankful for that. Still I have deep hurts and issues from the things that happened to me, I ran away when I was a teenager because it got so bad and I got married thinking that was the way out , I and my husband have been married for 18 years now and he has always been abusive in many ways, we have always fought and it has always been a struggle to stay in the marriage. I am asking God if He will either fix it so we can love each other and Serve God together or move him out of my life and Bring a Godly Husband that will not only love me and treat me right, but will love and Honor God with all his heart , soul, mind and strength and put Him First.