Prayer Single View

The Spiritual Warfare on my life is so acute! I get delivered and then immediately sin or Spiritual attack. So very close to healing and right connection to attachment and then just the downward spiral. Lord have mercy on me a sinner. Deliver me from evil; keep me far from temptation-help me to not depart from the path with willful sin. Oh Lord, I just heard your voice of love on Friday  and now I am here on Sunday filed with death after shame, pride, control, bracing, judgement offendedness,  ! This is not who You created. You love me. I am a lover of the light. I want to love and be loved and let go of control and be vulnerable! Oh Lord please help me. This is not my identity. This darkness- this duality~ it is beyond me! Greater in me is He who is in the world. Anoint me once again- deliver me evil/and seal me as wholly Yours Lord have mercy on my soul. Amen