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I was not exactly a man coming from the mountains of Judea from a priestly family , that\'s not who I am. My family is mundane and I was too, from a worldly atmosphere. I have done my very best til this August 31, and I excelled in my own sight, couting my starting point in 2019... I was a sinner. I few years later I have done difficult good deeds, challenging. But I am in bankruptcy. I need God be fair. This is time for salvation. I need to be pulled out of this pit of poverty. I wad better off as a worldly man economically speaking months before my conversion in 2019. I did what I have called go do plus another additional stuff I coul add to this equation. I have always thought that would repprt good to me . When?