Jose from Brazil
August 30 at 4:04 am
Prayer: HWH You have disappointed me once again. I have been since 2019 waiting for a turning point, a time in which this nightmare turns around . In the world I was better off economically speaking. We go to 2027 if You give life to me and this same. I am just disappointed of being a Christian. It is layers and layers of failures. It is like the bad way. I recognize this is healthy for the body and spiritually I don\'t offend God, but it is being dead alive. Living is a memory. I got bitter, help me to see another vista from this path. It is rough. To be a Christian implies a good share of defeat. I am tired. It is just a row of setbacks. Success seems unreachable. For me is luxury taking a bus. This is sad. I don\'t drink milk or yogurt since years ago, in the world I used to do it. I am bored of being a Christian. It seems just death looks nice, Heaven, Christ\'s second coming. Help me. Do it, You can. Today is a a right time. Put me out of this shame in Jesus Christ\'s name.
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Anonymous on August 30 at 8:13 amSpiritual Discipline and Sanctification Hebrews 12:6 teaches, “For the Lord disciplines the one He loves.” Wilderness hardship was not arbitrary cruelty; it was sanctifying pedagogy. Deuteronomy 8:2-3 clarifies: “to humble you and test you…that He might make you know that man does not live on bread alone.” God’s goal was relationship transformation, not mere relocation.