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Finances: My life as a worldly man has been almost always more victorious than Christian since I achieved more. As a Christian as become a man worrisome to people in the Church, completely poor. My success becomes invisible, in character, however: Impoverished. I was about to finish a successful career in arts, I finished another, as a worldly man, I wasn't in the Church. I triumph as a worldling, though I am a failure as a Christian. My material success even for the Church is not quantifiable. I cannot say: Since 2019 "I achived this for the heavenly Israel," those are suppositions based on faith alone. Few persons converted with my preaching in my best time as a believer now (2019-2026) & before just children (2003-2008). This is a despicable track talking on material fruits, unsatisfactory, sterile, I could survive thanks to God. I wanna go ahead of this two nightmares, even dying. I prefere to be dead. If God won't do nothing He can kill me. But remember YHWH: We have a covenant.