Unknown from the United States
April 28 at 1:20 am
I feel unworthy of love. I dont have a big family, or a big friend group, nor do I do fun, amazing things like traveling. Im not skinny and not athletic with health problems like epilepsy. I have too much emotional baggage and noone deserves to be part of that. Sometimes I wish I knew of there was someone that wouldn't care and still pursue me, but I feel it's highly unlikely. I also feel like there's so much bad going on for me that it just kicks me in the stomach and suddenly hope is gone. At least it distracts me from wanting a relationship since I'm focused on the stressful situation and how it'll be solved. I've been single since 2007( I'm now 33)All I can ask, is for prayer to not think about relationships at all...
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Friend on April 28 at 10:07 amGive your emotional baggage to Jesus and consecrate your life to him and see what he will do. He will make a beautiful bouquet out of the ashes. He did it for me, he can do it for you! He healed my trauma & delivered me from the baggage others placed on me & he filled those empty places with his love, peace & rest. Believe me you do not want the wrong friends in your life & "their" baggage. Most times God is protecting you from the wrong people & relationships, you just don't see that now. I pray the Lord brings you the right people in your life, his family, his church, not the world's, there is no condemnation in Christ. I pray he sends you Godly Christian prople that will help & encourage you, and have a heart for Jesus & seeking him and not the world. God bless you! Shalom peace!
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Friend on April 28 at 9:55 amSome of us are separated out by God to be his, his treasure, his special jewel, he may be using you to prophesy, evangelize, healing anointing, start a ministry, ask him . He had to seperate you from the world so others cannot block or detain, de-rail, stop, block, steal, your calling, ministry, & destiny. In the wilderness seasons is where you will find God, learn to depend on him for your comfort, protection, and needs. When he has finished the work in you , he will send you out, if his plans are for you to have a helper, he will send you one, ordained by him, you don't want second best, only the best that God has for your life, seek the kingdom of God first and all other things will be added. He is faithful & good. I recommend watching , "Before the Wrath" on Amazon, about the Jewish wedding & return of Jesus. Take Kevin Zadai's courses, watch Anna Werner ministry, Rodney Howard Brown recent evangelist trng series, watch Alwyn Uys prophetic ministry on YT, he's your age.....