Hope from the United States
April 27 at 9:23 pm
There is no hope for me I got rejected many times and this time it's very clear. I am so sad about it. I wonder did I hear falsely from God? Did I self affirm all the time? Were the visions I believed to receive all my own imagination? This rejection really hurts. Now it looks like I have psychological problems and I need clinical help. I really thought it was from God and He affirmed it. Now I am not sure at all anymore what is from God and what isn't. I feel very discouraged. Especially because I liked that person and I still like that person but I can't push my desire to be fulfilled. Now I feel like a person who has a clinical label. My hope is deferred maybe it was all false hope because otherwise I wouldn't have get rejected and that person wouldn't have rejected me and blocked me. I still love that person. I am very shocked about the result now because I thought it was from God and now I got the confirmation it wasn't and it was all my own imagination.
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