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Today I chose to be nostalgic and I saw videos about cities where I lived before to remember those years. In one of them, this man, that came from possibly my hometown, he recorded a video, and he was in company of a woman, he committed some obvious and nasty mistakes for his ignorance on those sites. I thought in money squandered in such a form Father, such that was painful to my nerves, expensive places , ignorant waste of time and above all money, as you throw it from the car window... Because he did not plan rightfully, he did not ask to none. He supposed this was acceptable. Unprofessional, mediocre, deceiving. Stupid. As declaring one's need of resources: "I couldn't do it". My God YHWH in Jesus Christ's name: Don't let me commit same error, I beg that to you. I am your son. I go to you, I die . Understanding, revelation, prophecy, wisdom, knowledge, dreams, visions, angelic visitation on this. / I write an essay and so forth, give me guidance, warnings and support.