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October 1 at 7:50 am
Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit ~ You give and open the door for me to have attachment and connection and love- I immediately brace, judge through seeing things and believing at distortion-i completely push Love away and close myself then reach for rescue from you and terrify myself. I left fear back in my heart because of self-condemnation and shame. My heart beats and instead of Holy Spirit anointed love, comfort safety, it is fear and nightmares. PTSD hell. You a Holy God I am afraid. Love is distorted and lies are present. Over and over You have shown me Your loving kindness, rescue, miracles, love, forgiveness, mercy. I need mercy and I don’t give it when I need too! I HATE my perverse power and control- the evil inside me the darkness that hurts me and others and causes me to fear YOU! Oh I don’t even know how to have hope! I feel helpless powerless to myself and this evil inside me. I’m the very moment of love I fail! I need You. Help me receive Your love please heal the distorted lies
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