Rosemary from Nigeria
March 14 at 5:11 pm
Continuation, and I saw what I was truly doing then I stopped and prayed to God asking for forgiveness and Mercy, went to church and fasted and prayed and now it’s like I am fighting myself… I’m fighting my heart and my thoughts. I’m fed up because I can’t even help but think of dying sometimes….. the dreams are still there and a lot of pastors have prayed but nothings changed, o can’t help but think I’ve finally pushed the lord away from me, I sat down this night thinking to myself what exactly is going on with me I can’t remember the last time I prayed for something and I got it…..things are just not going well, and even if I can live with all the hate around me, can’t I still be happy with myself, can’t I have a happy life and a life that I have always wished for? I pray God answers me this time and forgives me of all the things I have done.
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Chris on March 14 at 5:46 pmHi Sis, please read Psalms 27,24, 91. Be praising God always. Let go of the past sins that God has forgiven you. When the devil reminds you of the past, tell him Jesus took away all your sins on the cross of Calvary. Confess positively. Say, all my dins are forgiven, I am a blood washed saint. I believe the word of God because God cannot lie. Satan get lost forever. I belong to Jesus forever. Sing & praise God always. Shalom