F from the United States
August 11 at 8:40 am
Because of my past sin and the destruction it caused I am now tormented by a spirit of “messing up and missing out”- that I must get it right and be perfect. Though I know I am not perfect that ONLY Jesus is- it is as though I can not relax and trust God to bring it about. Nearly daily I second guess my decisions (even that are NOT overtly sinful). It’s a terror of missing God’s plan, His Spirit, His Highest and Best, Such a time as this... year’s of fighting His will, years of defensiveness and pushing Him away. I get paranoid of messing up and missing out on Him. I NEED devilerance and healing. God’s mercy is greater then my Sin, God loves me and wants the best for me, God knows I want to please Him because I love Him, God wants to give me His comfort for my pain, God is trustworthy and Good and will always open His arms to me. I want to be vulnerable to His love and experience security of connection. Thank You God for Your love. Amen
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Feb on August 12 at 9:30 amThank You GJR! I often pray your prayers here/you are a blessing. I am grateful for your prayers for me and the kingdom victory. May God receive the Glory.
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GJR on August 11 at 6:40 pmIn Jesus name every wandering and vagabond spirit is bind up and cast out now and goes wherever the Lord sends it. Be covered with the blood of Jesus. Revelation 12:11 Luke 9:1