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I pray to my God YHWH by the grace in Christ, due the years I've lived linked to someone claming "you must get out of here," related to the house/flat/apartment I live... It is a curse on me since I was born. I suffered with my parents in grandma 's house. Right now I rent in a place to an old man, evangelical, and it is sickly crazy that during years usually this man is set to expect I won't pay the rent even when I pay on time thanks to God and Christ's grace, I bless him, but how long? Pretty haughty man many times with me. Before others were in his position. I behaved myself in front of God, however I know I deserve at least a better treatment, that is fair. This old man complains are painful to me. I pray for a new season, I know this is not my lot in life. I can get consolation from God. And it is all about pride and distrust the whole time, that "you aren't better than me," "this is mine." I trust this will change by God's mercy soon. The faster, the better my God.