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The prophet I love is very awesome each time I see his photos I am amazed this connection touches me deeply but he is silent even I told him my affections towards him I am glad he didn't respond anything negative so far and that he didn't rejected me at least I am glad he didn't reject me so far but my feelings towards him stay unanswered he is avoiding me does this mean he has no interest? Maybe this means that he is busy or he just has no interest and just keep silent. Please pray God reveals me his feelings towards me if he has any and that God opens a door so I can see him and meet him and tell him my affection towards him or just look at him and feel refreshed his presence refreshes me and gives me hope and he is so encouraging to me it would be a dream for me to see him daily and touch him daily is such a beautiful thing even possible? I am not sure my life looks very sad and I am not sure God will give me such a blessing as that prophet. God's will be done.