Prayer Single View

That I may overcome my PTSD I've had since being force raped and all money I had taken. My brother is a SCUM and would steal from me until he left the house and was never reprimanded. Instead my mother told me I should never have been born, that my brother should have been born first and a daughter should have come along a couple years later. I was treated like dirt by her and had a lovingly father who I could sit with for hours and talk everyday talk. My mother would never speak with me but down at me. My brother inherited her genes and I, my fathers' genes.After working 30 years for a major corporation, upon retiring a person called my friend Dave's house where I lived. He claimed to be Dave's very best friend and when I told him that Dave had past 2 weeks before asked if he could come over that evening. He did, we spoke of Dave and he then force raped me. Other things he did were so out of the ordinary, like breaking my dead bolted front door down, came up stairs where I was resting