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Been honestly so depressed just walked up to look at a bridge to jump off put my prayers. On everyday for eight years asking for help tting I guess to learn how to do the will of the Father lost my kids while child hood to a narcist lost my mother my brother have made zero godly friendships nut asked everyday did everything I could honestly to have a opportunity to be healthy also been isolated recently for 3 years extreme grieved the loss of my mother while under so much stress in a dark room my Fatther dieing of cancer lived in my car homeless for six months crying out putting my prayers on every day sometimes in the hor sun with zero water and no one to call now I've been in a homeless shelter .