Prayer Single View

I prayer for all the disabled people here in my community. People who are disabled seem to gravitate to me. Also prayer for a trip to Israel. I am74 years old and not to very long ago I found out that I am Jewish. I was never told all these years. I used to stand in front off the temple and want to go in but when I told my mother what I wanted to do she said if I did she would beat me .When I was little I told her When I grow I will be Jewish and was told that same thing.Now here I am Just wishing I could go to the holy land.So please pray for me.