F from the United States
May 12 at 6:34 am
Holy Father,
Full of light and love. I confess I have lost myself to shame & sin. I am aware I am wearing masks & don’t know my true indentity as beloved anymore-I have forgotten. The masks are perverse protectiveness, helplessness & victimization, numbness & being unfeeling, insensitive, terrorized by stemulious that is tame, oh there is more. I am terrified to be seen unmasked & to be vulnerable, I’m terrier of the rawness of my pain & grief. The one I loved I brace from & don’t receive. Help my unbelief! You can bear the weight of my love & broken heart. I believe somehow you still want me back to belong to You. You want to heal my wounds & WILL be tender. The lie is I’m too complicated and can never get back to love-I beak agreements with evil. Though I see good as evil & evil as good YOU can bring me back to my true identity in You & break ALL the lies. I desire to see others beyond their masks & speak to their true identity:inherent value. 4U, 4the kingdom, 4U & ThroughU & 2U
Responses
-
James Dizney on May 15 at 8:43 pmF So Happy You are seeking. You Will find if You seek is a promise from GOD. GOD said to be Holy as He is Holy. He Loved us while we were sinners. So He had a problem.; to be in His Kingdom we had to be Holy, but He Loved us no matter our sins. Jesus came to pay the price for our sin that we might be Holy as He is Holy. It is such incredible news! All You have to do is believe it. It's absolutely free. After that is done keep it simple. Read the Bible as soon as You wake up. Ask Him to guide You and watch wonderful things happen, It is easier if You do it with others. I Love You man, James