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Dear Father Please help me with my unspoken prayer. My life has been so hard these last ten years. I'm tired of feeling so worthless for getting sick and laid off from my job. I lost both my cars, my apartment and what feels like my dignity. I got a ssa disability and have all of it away to family that knew they could get it. Now I have nothing left of 40,00.00 and that was supposed to help my husband and I find a place for us to live. I don't need to go into what else you already know. I want you back in my life and help me get past my anger and feeling worthless. Sometimes I just want to come home to you. I think of taking all my medicine and get away this from this pain. Please Jesus help me.