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Dear LOrd, Feeling hopeless and empty, God protect me. God save me. I plead the blood of Jesus to fill me up with the Holy Ghost and guide me to do your purpose. I have tried the IELTS and PTE exams four times. And God is still pulling me backward. I got one offer letter, but the agent says that there are multiple misprints in it. I really have no idea why God is pulling me away. Everyone is scolding me for wasting money on exams and life expenses. I have no idea why God is doing this to me. I want to believe him that I have a purpose for him. Sometimes I lose him. I feel empty and I am crying inside and out. Please, Lord, give me a chance to face the exam and put my life on the right track. I swear I need you, but you are too far from me. So how can I plead for you? Please pray for me. I am struggling a lot. I really want to give up. By the blood of Jesus Christ, protect me from the wicked.