Prayer Single View

Today I bring prayers to you about myself. Being vulnerable doesn’t come easy to me. Today I asked two strangers at church to pray for me and even though that is what they are there for and more than willing to help graciously…. I still have trouble with asking for help and revealing my deepest self to people..what’s really going in my life and not just surface level stuff. When I feel like they can see my real self, I get scared. I trusted strangers with some of my most painful weaknesses. Even though the Bible says we can cry out to the Lord, the lord will help to heal us, that we can unburden to our fellowship… there is a part of me that knows that and believes it is true for other people and somehow not ok for me. That people won’t love me any more or that God won’t love me anymore or that people will judge me. It’s probably the enemy. It makes no sense either because other people come to me and I don’t judge them. Amen