Prayer Single View

I used up all of my mother’s last life savings because I was so upset with her and had accumulated the anger to a point I could not control it.I cannot even account reasonably for the money.She found out and threatened to either kill me or she dies.We have not spoken to each other or seen each other since last week that she found out and I am quite sure she does not want to see me.She says she has disowned me as well and has nothing to do with me. I made a mistake and I am very sorry about it.I will pay her the money to the last penny because I now have a job.I just want prayers because I wish she could change her mind towards me even before I can be able to pay all of her money.Even if she won’t forgive me or take me back as her daughter she can just talk to me once in a while.It is gradually killing me inside.Thank you for your prayers.