Prayer Single View

I would like to ask for prayer regarding the relationships in my life and the influence that many of these relationships have had on my life. I have not had a lot of good friendships or relationships in my life. It has been a struggle for me to completely develop a good self esteem. I am really conflicted. I don't know who I am and most of the people that have told me who I am have done nothing but fill my mind with negative ideas about my personality. I am not in a romantic relationship. I do not really want to be in one. I know that God has someone for me but I am content with waiting for that person. But it would just be nice if I had one real friend. Someone that could pray with me and help me to draw closer to Jesus while also building me up. I really am struggling with my identity. I would just like one good friend that can build me up and not break me down.