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Dear father,I don't want to take my life now.Even trying sometimes,all my debts and sins are revolving around in my brain.there are so many debts to be cleared.give your strength to clear all those.after that i wanted to see my mom smile.everyday in the prayer i am putting my sins at your feet.once everything cleared ,Then i will wish you to take my life.please do that.No one are there for me.mom crying everyday.life changing job offer came for me.got slected but still waiting for joining..everything was best at starting,but end it was changing and making my life hell and miserable.lost father,lost love,i got only my mom,dont want her to see crying evryday for all this.i want her to make happy.i wanted to proove that i made it possible with your help.and wanted to say everyone that we are no more unlucky persons...we only have you father,please help us....please...amen