Prayer Single View

Please pray God would flip the script on my life in the congregation area from everything going wrong to going right. Please allow me to go from not being included to being included and that I could use whatever body part(s) of mine he wants to use to serve (arm, feet, mouth, etc.). I get to do all kinds of things in my work world so it doesn't make sense to me that I would be shut out of serving except for slave-like things I sometimes get inquiries about. Please tell God if he's trying to show me I don't belong down here anymore please tell him I think I'm ready for what he wants me to do in eternal life if he's ready to have my physical body stop working. Thank you for anything you are willing to do to help me get delivered from these hardships. Please pray God will lead people to Goshen-like lands if he wants any of us to be there because it's getting too hard to function for some of us down here with all the stuff going on that goes against God's Word.