Denise, God knows and sees it all and He cares so deeply. He will bring deep healing and deliverance and remove all the raw pain and heal every emotion connected to every memory. He will do for you what He has done for me. There is a joy that comes in the morning, there is a dawning of a new day where behold, all things are become new. There is beauty for ashes. I was listening to Julie Meyer teach about singing the scriptures of the Bible (particularly the psalms) and what healing and deliverance it brings because God's Word never returns to Him void. Heavenly Father, wrap your arms of love and comfort about Denise. Let her know that You have heard her cries, bend down and whisper in her ears the things she longs to hear. Bring her Shalom. Bring her out of the past into all the good plans You have for her. Put those in her path that will help her walk through and out of those things that so heavily weigh her down. We thank You Lord in Jesus name. Amen.