I am asking for complete peace as it relates to something I am dealing with. I had a cousin that died recently and I did not go to ICU to pray with him and I am feeling very guilty about it because I don't know for sure if God told me to go or if I just suggested it on my own. Please pray with me on this. I feel that God is yet with me. I love God and my entire life is hallowed out to Him. I just don't believe that He has forsaken me and left me over to torment.