I am lonely too and I would love to have friends that are INDEED born from God Jesus.

I understand how you feel. Please try to get out even a little bit. Start with a short walk. Then call a prayer line. Keep calling and trusting in the Lord. I know loneliness. But try not to withdraw too much. Listen to soothing music and read just a little scripture. There are many of us. We are not alone. Pray the Lord\'s Prayer often. Smile.