Suffering a lifetime because I was once divorced, (over 30 years ago), and never had another chance at it. Very unhappy, very lonely, very challenged with finances, and never really saw the restoration of the livelihood I lost. I am still in need of divine healing from this. I lost \'motherhood\', \'married womanhood\', and I have been a misfit every since. I cannot bear it anymore. I am closer to 70 than before and I could die with tremendous sadness if this does not go away. I need JOY and more. What will the Lord do for me now? Someone pray and ask Him.