Events from 2020 and this year (which was worse) have really got me down. Been really worried about my financial situation and pray for provision and full restoration but also worried about many other things. Been asking God about meeting a a certain lady (a cousin\'s friend) and waiting for answers is very difficult. While waiting I am praying that God would heal her broken heart (from a past abusive relationship) and open her heart to date again. She is good Christian woman who was mistreated. I pray that God might put us together soon, but if not please remember me in your prayers about God allowing me to meet my mate soon. Waiting is so hard for me and it really stresses me out. Pray that my cousin gets a chance to introduce us soon and I at least get to talk to her.